I have been keeping secrets from myself and from you.

I mean I let it out a little bit here and there, you can see glimpses of my secrets on FB, in my blog, and what I offer in my coaching.  Then I distract myself with the mundane of life like paying bills, filing for taxes, taking care of my family’s needs.  And I end up forgetting the secrets that I know.

To make things worst, the secrets that have been revealed to me, are a bit out there, a lot hard for my left logical brain to grasp and understand, and are very much against what I was raised to think about life and what’s real.  As a result, they are really hard to talk about.

What secrets am I referring to?

Here we go…this is the “hard to talk about” part…

The secrets:

-  There is so much more to life and to being human than we know or have been told is possible.  And what I am afraid of, have trouble understanding, and resist are actually really cool, fun, loving, and very freeing.

Inside that one big ass secret above are a bunch of other secrets like…

-  Yes, we can quantum jump and meet our parallel selves, and they can help us.  Crazy and doubtful?  Ya! Truth be told, there is a part of me that holds out her verdict.  She crosses her arms and says “prove it to me.”  She is so not helpful, but I keep her around like she is my best friend.  Yet she is not.

-  Yes!  The answer to life is a big YES.  Yes to everything.  Yes we can fly.  Yes we can time travel.  Yes we can make miracles happen.  Yes we can bend spoons with our mind.  Yes we can shift shape and manifest.  Yes parallel universe does exist, etc… This is very much against the “NO” that I was told about life.  No, you can not do that.  No, that’s unsafe.  No, that is not possible.  No, that is not proven yet.  No that does not exist.  No, that would be blasphemous, etc….

-  Yes, life supports us in however way we want to grow, learn, and be.  If we want to be a hard core scientist, we can be, and how we see life would be good and perfectly right.  If we want to be a criminal and experience life that way, we also can, and it is perfectly right for us.  (Society may disagree, but it is our right to explore, grow and be in a criminal experience full on.)  Life is so big and accepting, it has room for all of us as is and as much as we want to expand into.  (We on the other hand, have issues and restrictions about how inclusive life can or should be.)

As I wrote out the secrets above, I reminded myself that it is time.  I can now shift my questioning in my head from “is this stuff really true?” and “what if it wont work?” to “Wow, let’s see how I can play more and more with these secrets.”  Let’s see how far I can go, and how much joy, delight, magic, and expansive love I can let in.   Over the last 2 decades, I have learned to bend spoons with my mind, quantum jump into another parallel universe, Matrix Energetics Healing, and so much more.  Each time my mind expanded and I experienced for myself how true these principles are.  I would be wasting my time and energy to continue to question and getting in my way.

I am choosing to live my life in the knowing that life truly is magical, that we are miracle makers and quantum jumpers, and that all is well and good.  My job is to expand and have more fun!

I go back to my old tagline:  More Please!

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Cows are holy in India. They roam the streets of Bangalore and spend their days rummaging through garbage for something edible. The cows in the rural areas seem more well kept and in better conditions. Their body is much cleaner, fatter and often seen full of milk.

We were very fortunate to be in Tamil Nadu, India during the Pongal (harvest) festival to thank God for a bountiful harvest. It’s a three days celebration. On the third day is Maattu Pongal, honoring the cattles. Cows and bullocks are washed, decorated and worshipped, for their role in ensuring a good harvest.

I was curious to why the cows got selected to be the deity. So here is my answer….

Living in rural India, people still have to get their daily usage of water from a common well in town. At Yoga Nikaya retreat center, 50 km outside of Bangalore, since it is brand new and we were the first test group, not all the units had running water in the shower. They had not dialed in the water tank pressure to all the cabins. So we got a little taste of “country life”, going to get our own water and bathing with one cup of water at a time. It brought back memories from my childhood in Vietnam. It also reminded me of how much water we waste in the modern lifestyle. When we have to carry and boil our own (hot) water, we use a lot less.